Michelle Carey

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Good 👏🏽 Grief...

Why is it that EVERY time I think about going back to my YouTube channel or starting a new one, I get totally flustered and bummed? 🤔  Like I really want to do it again, but my soul says no you don’t. 😩

I love watching YouTube as a medium, but I can’t help but thinking it’s a depressing place for the creator. 🤐 I’ve been a creator.  I know what it’s like to want subs.  For people to like your videos….ah yes the light bulb moment 💡 -  it’s validation. UGH!  And the INTJ in me doesn’t like to seek validation. 🤔

Begging people to like, comment, share and subscribe.  That’s what I feel like it is BEGGING.  And I don’t like begging. 🤲🏽

’m also kicking myself in the ass because I’ve been on YouTube since 2006 and I could have had a booming channel if I stuck with it, I was a YTP.  I had the opportunities and I flushed it. 😂

My bad, my INTJism wouldn’t allow for me to feel that yucky.  Plus, my INTJism keeps me a private person, so I’m not about to spill my guts and emotions to the general public just because.  Really not one of those people.  There is nothing wrong with it, it’s just not me. 💯



Check out my podcast - Introverted with Michelle Carey.  I talk about different topics of from INTJ perspective.  🙃  Podcast is on Apple, Google, and Stitcher and on my website. 💋



Keep ya head up! 🥰

Be Free….



😳 And 👏🏽 the 👏🏽 DRAMA 👏🏽CONTINUES!!!! YouTube Beauty Community is a SOAP OPERA 🤦🏽‍♀️

Tati said this.

James said that.

Jeffree is gonna say what?????

This isn’t about makeup anymore.  It’s about money.  It’s about fame.  It’s about subscribers.  It’s a fight for YouTube territory. 🤔

It’s a fight for belief.   Who to believe? Who not to believe?  😒

Me, personally…they ALL have issues.  😂

🗣 Tati is the oldest.  She needs to upload a makeup video and not be bothered about what a silly little 19 year old boy is doing.  James won’t be 20 until next week.   She needs to walk away from this. 🚶🏽‍♀️ Like leave it alone.  She also needs to walk away from Jeffree.  Just stick to the makeup.  Don’t ruin the brand over this crap that is landing at the front door.  Girl, you are married.  🧖🏽‍♀️ Gotta whole husband and y’all out here dealing with this mess with a 19 year old CHILD, KID 👶🏼….that’s what he is to someone her age.

THIS IS HIGH SCHOOL BULLSHIT! 💯 He said, she said.

Jeffree stays in some kind of drama.  He thrives off of it.  It keeps his name in the spotlight.  He got himself involved.  Somewhere in there he wanted to cancel James.  What is Jeffree’s REAL motive? 🤯   We will find out tomorrow what Jeffree has to say about all this.

James is in a literal online fight with two 30+ adults.  GOOT LAWD! 🙃

Stay tuned!  The shit will continue! 😂😂😂😂😂

Be Free….