Michelle Carey

Author || Blogger || Podcaster || Screenwriter || Poet

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Good 👏🏽 Grief...

Why is it that EVERY time I think about going back to my YouTube channel or starting a new one, I get totally flustered and bummed? 🤔  Like I really want to do it again, but my soul says no you don’t. 😩

I love watching YouTube as a medium, but I can’t help but thinking it’s a depressing place for the creator. 🤐 I’ve been a creator.  I know what it’s like to want subs.  For people to like your videos….ah yes the light bulb moment 💡 -  it’s validation. UGH!  And the INTJ in me doesn’t like to seek validation. 🤔

Begging people to like, comment, share and subscribe.  That’s what I feel like it is BEGGING.  And I don’t like begging. 🤲🏽

’m also kicking myself in the ass because I’ve been on YouTube since 2006 and I could have had a booming channel if I stuck with it, I was a YTP.  I had the opportunities and I flushed it. 😂

My bad, my INTJism wouldn’t allow for me to feel that yucky.  Plus, my INTJism keeps me a private person, so I’m not about to spill my guts and emotions to the general public just because.  Really not one of those people.  There is nothing wrong with it, it’s just not me. 💯

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Check out my podcast - Introverted with Michelle Carey.  I talk about different topics of from INTJ perspective.  🙃  Podcast is on Apple, Google, and Stitcher and on my website. 💋

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Keep ya head up! 🥰

Be Free….

~MC