Michelle Carey

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Sidetracked.....Cluttered Mind

Today was another day I was feeling stressed out about my job. Thanks Obama. The stimulus package has the government on the their toes trying to make it happen. Fine. Make it happen. But perhaps it's just my division...my management chain that's getting on my nerves.  Or maybe it's because I see the magnitude of it all...and my mind isn't in that space and time.  

I'm not going to go into any details...as I do not want to relive this day....but I'm having that feeling once again that I'm NOT doing what I was born to do. I'm not on my path.  I've been sidetracked. UGH! I hate this feeling. The procrastination. The laziness. The feeling of not accomplishing anything worthwhile. I need to get up off my ass and get my head together. 

The first thing I need to do is write out a list. "A TO DO LIST" and not just any to do list, but perhaps a step by step guide. Maybe that well help me to focus.  

I think it is interesting I decided to review a book titled "CLEARING MENTAL CLUTTER TO BECOME THE BEST YOU:  ENOUGH ALREADY!" for Amazon.com's Vine program.  But it's a damn shame I'm feeling to overwhelmed and cluttered to even read it. It's like I want to get so much done and I haven't the first clue as to where to start.  {insert scream}

Maybe this blog post is the first step. I have admitted to myself and all who read this post, my mind is filled with junk.  

Now I have to clean it up.